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01 January 2015 @ 04:34 am


All I ask is that if you want to friend me, leave a comment. If I know you personally, say that. If you saw me around in a community, say that. Just introduce yourselves. I would LIKE to have something in common.,


I love meeting new people.
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23 August 2014 @ 10:55 pm
Go crazy with your RP selves.
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13 October 2011 @ 05:20 pm
Anything you want to say, just say it. About me, about someone else, about yourself.
Tell your story
Let things out
Worries, happiness, tragedies
Things that matter
Things that don't
Open your mind
Write them down
And put them into the secret box.

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Sometimes we all need to talk about things, even if we're too scared to.
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03 June 2011 @ 03:59 am
Banner 3

it's gonna be awesome
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28 March 2011 @ 03:14 pm
Well I'm back after a 4-ish day stay in the hospital- significantly less than last time which is a fucking blessing because I was bored out of my mind. I literally read 3 books: Breakfast at Tiffany's and Other Short Stories, St. Lucy's Home for Girls Raised By Wolves, and The Catcher in the Rye. St. Lucy's is probably my new favorite book, it's a collection of really strange short stories. I highly recommend checking it out.

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07 February 2011 @ 09:41 pm
I said this on Facebook, but I'm going to say it again here just to solidify it even more.

I really love you all. Thank you for sticking around me and thank you for being my friend. It means the world to me that someone out there across however many miles any of you are are reading my entries and thinking about them, even if you don't comment. I love each and every one of you, I really do. You all mean something to me if you're on my friends list and you mean something special to me furthermore.

So in the word of the golden girl's theme

Thank you for being a friend
Travelin' down the road and back again
Your heart is true
You're a pal and a confidant

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1.) I'm back into Malice Mizer after downloading their discography/videography/concerts

2.) I had the most FANTASTIC dream!

It started out with me entering this empty pool in another neighborhood. it was an indoor pool, but it was still closed since it was too early in the morning. I had one of those suits on from Simoun that let you fly through a certain enclosed space or whatever (I just watched the first episode of simoun lmao don't judge me) and i was just floating, swirling, going to the deepest end and doing flips and patterns. then, suddenly, the pool started to fill and i looked up. Apparently a Concerned Parent and her son thought the pool was open already and they were filling it and I pleaded with them not to. Not that I didn't want water, but I wanted the privacy....And I told her it was the only place in the world I felt at peace and she started crying and was like, "Ok. Ok, you can have it for just a little while longer." After like 10 minutes of her yelling at me for basically breaking and entering.

And then the next day I get this letter that says I've been selected to The School of Floaters and I was like what does this even mean? The letter read something like "The School of Floaters encourages people who do many things in their life to pursue them all equally. Each of our classes have a specific and unique environment, and each student is required to enroll in all of them to have a complete, college certified degree in the area you feel you excelled the most in. All of our classes represent each field you are required by law to complete to obtain your degree, but if you feel one area is where you reach your most potential you are permitted to spend the majority of your time in the classes- after all, it is your major, correct? Each of the classes complete more than one specific area of expertise- take for example our Art program which offers painting, drawing, ceramics, fashion design, among every field you could imagine. Even our Languages department is filled to the brim with any language you would like to learn, along with linguistics. We welcome you with open arms and hope you give us a chance."

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Hey everyone. Do you remember me? I'm Rissa.

I had a bout of psychosis with delusions and tactical hallucinations. And also I found out I'm Bipolar I instead of II like my old quack told me.

How did I find this all out?

Well, I spent the last week in a place called the SEAY Center...also known as a "Behavioral Health Center". There I came off of my mixed manic stage (which is apparently really quite rare- here's a good definition I found (since the internet is better at explaining it than I am):

A state of mind characterized by symptoms of both mania and depression seen sometimes in bipolar disorders. It is more common in bipolar children and women. A person experiencing mixed mania may feel agitated, angry, irritable, and depressed all at once. Because it combines a high activity level with depression, mixed mania poses a particular danger of suicide or self- injury. Treatment is by mood-stabilizing medication, sometimes accompanied by anti-depressant or neuroleptic medication.

I was irrational. When I went in I was hearing things, seeing things, feeling bugs crawl up my body and raindrops falling on my head that absolutely did not exist. For the first oh...3 days it felt like I was on a boat- the room was rocking back and forth. After a good couple days of being on Lithium they put me on Seroquel which makes me feel awesome. The Lithium is now at a therapeutic level (.75 or something) and I finally feel like myself again. I haven't felt like myself in months, to be honest. They said I've been in a constant manic state for probably a good month or so, which finally turned into mixed mania.

I met a lot of cool people at the looney bin, all of whom I'm now in contact with on facebook and my phone. I am sad I missed Lady Gaga last night since the men folk wanted to watch football.

But all in all...it was a terrible stay and I hope to never go back to that particular place. But after learning about my condition a little bit more, I found out staying in places like that might have to be a routine sort of thing. Just as long as it's not the SEAY Center, I am 100% cool with that.

Found out Katherine and Susan both got emotional when they heard about my situation. Katherine and I have been talking a lot. She's gonna come up here for my recital- Which i forgot to mention! I'm going to be doing a Burlesque 101 class! Starting THIS Thursday!!!! You guys have no idea how excited I am. I'm thinking my Burlesque persona name is going to be Paprika. She's got just a hint of spice~ :"> uhuhuhu

But yeah. If you see me online I'd love to talk to people (as long as it's not too...emotional and strenuous). I've spent a week bored out of my SKULL i need something to do. Maybe I'll make icons. I do have an Open RP post up. It's kind of a tester for a community i'm thinking of opening. It's called "The Internet RPG" and basically it's livejournal for your characters. Simple as that.

Wellllllllllllllppppppp ok. I think I got everything off my chest. I don't want to sound needy but...I really could use some nice words and support right now. I'm coming off this mania and I don't want to crash into a deep depression. But maybe I won't either way. Mostly I just want to talk with people.

Ok I swear I'm done.
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18 June 2010 @ 11:25 pm
anonymous meme

comment please just be honest with whatever
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14 May 2010 @ 02:14 pm
Today I was thinking.

I post a lot of things on my privated twitter account that I'm sure most everyone on my twitter doesn't really care about. like...shit about TV shows (see: Thursday night NBC lineup, whatever DVD series i'm watching at the moment- including animu /coughsailormooncough), ohnotheydidnt crap, dumb jokes, blahblahblah. so i figured i would make a public twitter where i can talk about that shit so no one really has to follow it, i can have ONTD people browse through it, and maybe find a way to get ~*internet famous*~ because we all know that is life's ultimate goal.

so if you're interested, hit DANGEROUX @ TWITTER up with a follow. I'll do my best to not disappoint, but I can't make any promises.


now, i have less than 3 hours to complete revisions on my final essay for Comp II. I'm going to work on those and pray I don't kill myself in the process.
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